By my Side

What do I need to do to get your attentionToot my own hornTootTootDepreciate my life in destructive depressionCovered in codependent wish you where hereA separate islandYour house of mysteryMine decorated in chaotic pristineSun chimes mesmerizing my frantic mindSerene indulgenceI’ll bury feelings with a smileCoolCalmCollectedA distance so painful the dust caught in my noseIf the balloon could just pop and reveal all the worldWorld weary and determined to make us proudCat’s in the cradleSilver spoon tarnished till I forgot to careConjuring up the best of circumstances dancing in your worldAnything to get a crumbThe beauty of white teethValidation and a nodDaddyless daughter in disguiseUsing loveRiding on its strings of I know betterAnd what elseFeeling the kindredBypassKarma to care less and love moreJistTo the wit of the mundane that means everythingSee me cry behind the glass fogged upWilting my flowerNeeding your waterReaching to the sunWhispering nowMy screams left silent to the one to bear witnessMonk wandering till the dayRelentlessCasting my shadowForeverEmbracedCompanionBy my side